So obviously I want to be able to perform my music in front of lots of people one day- but for me just performing in front of the school is proving to me a massive thing to do. I want to do it one day but I just can't seem to get the confidence to do it yet. I would definitely say that I do not have much confidence (my friends would say that too) and that is a shame; I am determined to get rid of that though and perform and not care what people think of me, and I will do it one day. It will just take time.
One of my friends, Beth, is already putting her music out there. She is such an amazing singer- everyone at school absolutely loves her singing. We all look forward to her performing at the end of a term and she's excellent. She doesn't seem to even get stage fright... I seriously admire her for that! I would feel so privileged if I could perform alongside her one day.
This might sound strange but I have not actually yet performed my music in front of more than 2 of my friends yet, they have seen the exact same video that everyone reading this blog has seen, I haven't even had the confidence to show it to my own friends in person yet! So my mini- goal for this month is to perform it to all my friends and my music Teacher.
Mini goal. Mini goals. Yes that's what I am going to set myself. I am going to take everything one very small step at a time. Not just with my music, with everything... so that I can take things slow and achieve what I want to.
I am going to end this blog here. But if you have read this, try taking mini- goals too! Don't set yourself too much to do, because you won't achieve it otherwise! Lots of love!:') <3 xx
What song (album) I have been listening to today: I have really got back into Keane these past few weeks. I have been listening to their 'Hopes and Fears' album!:D
What has made me happy today: Catching up with lots of my friends properly. I haven't had a proper chat with some of them for ages!:'')
What has inspired me today: Again, people messaging me, commenting on the video and just in general people being inspired by my music inspires me!:D Yesterday, in P.E one of my friends was just randomly singing Broken Angel! That made me so happy and inspired to write more.
If you haven't seen the video yet, here it is!:-) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8VRPbUFTk8
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